not quite sure...

dear josephine,

it's strange to think we've known each other for 5 years. and it's funny to me how well we know each other's quirks. i've always wanted that. i'm thankful.
3 weeks from today we'll be together, and won't have to leave each other... i don't think i've fully grasped it. (perhaps b/c all of my trust isn't in it, yet)
it's hard to understand why it hasn't happened already.

i appreciate your determination this time. i've needed it for so long and you're finally showing me. i don't want it to end b/c it's a good feeling.
just keep trying.

i can't wait until you're here. mostly so you can put in the air conditioner. :)

love,...